VIA /

"Love is… like a rose given for no apparent reason, like hot chocolate when you drink it too fast and catches you by surprise but keeps you warm for a long time, like salt water, the more you drink it the thirstier you are, like the air we breathe, its not seen but always felt and always needed. Love cannot be described in words, and can only be understood by the people who behold it. It needs patience, understanding, and forgiveness. You cannot ask for love, only give and accept it. And cherish the moments that love has given you for the rest of your life."


- Daily Tumblr Love Quotes (via thelovewhisperer)
posted 1 day ago on 30 Jul with 585 notes
tagged as:
#personal  #mystory  #him  #mrsmiling 

When you’re overflowing with too much feels, you just have to pen it down.

Technically, I’m not “penning” it down, typing it would be the more appropriate word.

JULY 24, 2014: 5PM-9PM.

What is this about? Naahh, just about someone whom I’ve met in my new workplace while we were still trainees back in February 2014. We were groupmates back then, and honestly I would never have imagined growing close with him. I have to admit that I found him cute, but it wasn’t that serious of a crush. He’s funny and he’s sensible. He may appear a little too forward and flirty towards others, but based on our conversations, I can tell that he’s a sensitive soul. To cut the story short, we instantly clicked.

(fast forward to present)

After our AM shift, I was hanging out with my dutymates from the operating room. Suddenly, my phone rang and the caller ID reflected his goofy face. I picked the phone up and answered it.

"Hello?"
"Pril? Chill ta sa IT park na… Starbucks ta."
"Naa ko Ayala, ari nalang diri. Naa mga taga-OR diri.."
"Nakapambalay man ko. Ari lang ta IT."
"Okay, ikaw gud. Mutext ra niya ko. Texi sad ko if naa naka IT."
"Okay. Sige…"

Well??? That phone call may have changed the course of my rollercoaster emotions. I’m gonna be in trouble, but I didn’t care. Instead, I felt… happy.

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posted 5 days ago on 26 Jul with 2 notes
VIA /

"Allow me to explain a broken heart: A broken heart is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you’re afraid of the reality that awaits you A broken heart is when you think about the guy that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the “good times” almost as if the “bad times” never existed. A broken heart is when you’re crying yourself to sleep every night and yet crying more and more each morning. A broken heart is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box stowed away. A broken heart is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name. A broken heart is glancing at the pictures of you two and then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears. A broken heart is re-reading his ancient letters and putting away the old jewelry he bought you. A broken heart is secretly wanting to run back to him and secretly wanting to just be loved by him again. A broken heart is asking desperately for just one last chance with the one person responsible for your loneliness. A broken heart is pretending not to care what his friends are saying about you. A broken heart is hanging up the phone after dialing the first six digits to his phone number. A broken heart is screaming and begging for a second chance inside. A broken heart is the emptiness and heart wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new girlfriend. A broken heart is knowing that whatever you do or say to yourself, you can’t fool your heart into believing that you will in fact “be alright” A broken heart is listening to that one song that makes you break down over and over again. A broken heart is sometimes not wanting to go on.now tell me,is your heart broken?"


- Daily Tumblr Love Quotes (via thelovewhisperer)
posted 1 week ago on 20 Jul with 704 notes
VIA /

"I found it hard to be in love. Thats only because i didn’t want to fall in love. I refused to lower my walls down. I was too afraid of getting hurt. Once you open yourself up to someone, there’s a chance things won’t go the way you intended, and you will be left broken. I wasn’t ready to feel empty, not just yet"


- Daily Tumblr Love Quotes (via thelovewhisperer)
posted 2 months ago on 26 May with 850 notes
You are very much loved by the people you touched with your awesome simplicity. You are a picture of strength and valor. You are an inspiration to all of us who remembers you as the boy who laughs too damn hard.. 😁 We love you, I love you ex. I promise to see you again, and I’m happy because you’re already free from earthly pain. Watch over us plssss…. you’re our angel now, always have been 😌 #CNU2013 #BeePolars #youarenotgonejustahead

You are very much loved by the people you touched with your awesome simplicity. You are a picture of strength and valor. You are an inspiration to all of us who remembers you as the boy who laughs too damn hard.. 😁 We love you, I love you ex. I promise to see you again, and I’m happy because you’re already free from earthly pain. Watch over us plssss…. you’re our angel now, always have been 😌 #CNU2013 #BeePolars #youarenotgonejustahead

posted 3 months ago on 29 Apr

"You must learn her.
You must know the reason why she is silent. You must trace her weakest spots. You must write to her. You must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up. You must be there to hold her when she is about to.
You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.
And, this is how you keep her."


- Junot Diaz (This is How You Lose Her)
posted 3 months ago on 24 Apr with 746 notes

"Think of how many people have sat next to you on a bus, train, whatever. Now think how many people have sat next to you on purpose with their fingers crossed in hope that you’ll talk to them. I’m sure somebody has. There’s plenty of times when somebody’s seen you and hoped that you spoke to them, but you never did because you don’t have the guts and neither do they. Don’t go around thinking nobody likes you and that you’re not loved. There’s been plenty of times when a stranger has spotted you and thought “Oh, they’re just my type” but haven’t had the courage or confidence to open their mouth and initiate a conversation. The funny thing is, neither have you."


- (via tilthe)
posted 3 months ago on 24 Apr with 124,316 notes

"

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

"


- It’s not that I don’t love you.   (via paigettttmerchant)
posted 3 months ago on 23 Apr with 220,628 notes
VIA /

"Falling in love again after you’ve been hurt before is hard. Wait, that’s an understatement, right? You think you’ve got your head on straight and you’re finally in control of your life and then someone steps in and everything is different. You’re walking on cloud nine for a little bit, butterflies in your stomach, and you’re all smiles. And then the realization that you’ve let your guard down hits you like a lead brick wall. The idea of allowing someone back into your heart is overwhelming. You’re constantly living with the fear that just as you slip, right as you fall, they’re going to turn around and leave you. You start to over-analyze every word, every text (or lack thereof) and every action. What once was ‘good enough’ for you just doesnt cut it anymore. The nights at home by yourslf, the time that was used to catch up, the quiet moments to reflect, dream and wonder. They don’t mean quite as much anymore because they arent with you. The last thing you want to do is base your happiness on someone else, right?
So you have to sit down with yourself and take a step back from everything. To remember that no matter what happens, you’ll be okay. You’ve still got the nights out with the friends who know you best, conversations over coffee with family that never judge, and those walks through the trails that settle your mind. You have to remember that with every mistake comes a lesson and with every heartache comes a kind of understanding. You have to be content with the fact that love is taking a risk; but it’s a risk of the greatest kind. When you find the one that’s worth tearing down that brick wall around your heart, you have to walk into it willingly. You have to remember that no matter what happens, you still have yourself. That’s all you’ll ever need."


- unknown (via strawberrytelle)
posted 3 months ago on 21 Apr with 799 notes
VIA /

"You’re really amazing, and one day, maybe very soon, you will find someone who really means the world to you and you will fall in love with them, and he will love you to bits. He won’t find anyone else like you if he could search the world forever and ever. You will find someone who won’t want to leave your side. He might not be in your life yet: he might have walked past you today, he might have walked outside your house a few hours ago, but one day, he’ll be yours and only yours forever and ever."


- (via strawberrytelle)
posted 3 months ago on 20 Apr with 591 notes

"A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate. The one you can tell your dreams to. He’ll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He’ll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it. He’ll call to say goodnight or just because he is missing you. He’ll look in your eyes and tell you, you’re the most beautiful girl in the world, and for the first time in your life, you’ll believe it."


- (via ohlovequotes)
posted 3 months ago on 20 Apr with 3,893 notes
VIA /

"Waiting for something, anything that can prove to me that this is more than what I’m thinking it is - nothing. Want so much to believe that there’s more than meets the eye. I want to believe in love, but something’s holding me back. The fear of losing love, getting hurt, being left behind to pick up the pieces of something that once meant everything. There’s got to be more to life than just the negatives."


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posted 3 months ago on 15 Apr with 291 notes
tagged as:
#top  #bigbang  #choiseunghyun  #ultimatecrush 

MY. OVARIES. JUST. EXPLODED. 😵😲😳 Good Lord help me. #TOP #bigbang #choiseunghyun #ultimatecrush

posted 4 months ago on 19 Mar
tagged as:
#marckespejo  #ateneo  #onebigfight  #admu  #alyssavaldez  #puso 
BACK TO BACK Volleyball Championships.. rooting for #ADMU @rexintal #marckespejo and #alyssavaldez 👍👍

#Ateneo #OneBigFight #Puso

BACK TO BACK Volleyball Championships.. rooting for #ADMU @rexintal #marckespejo and #alyssavaldez 👍👍

#Ateneo #OneBigFight #Puso

posted 4 months ago on 05 Mar
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posted 4 months ago on 04 Mar with 3,841 notes